Letter to God

Dear God

 I wish u could just let me take back time
I would even give back this gift of rhyme
If only to have chance to turn away
 From that fucking needlepoint that day

A lil kiss a pinch and sting
 Ball and chain like a wedding ring
 See at first it was like pure love 
Nothing before took me to skies above 
We danced and partied all damn day 
nightime it was the same thing 

A covenant under black masse
 Rituals and enchantments she cast 
My temple decaying its walls collapsing 
Giving tithes for synthetic blessing
 And the cost went skyward each time
Till the barter became my own lifeline


bathed my holylight in carnal sin 
She separated family and friends
Convinced me I didn't need my job 
Motivations she slowly robbed 
Withered away and confused 
Left empty and burnt minds fuse 
And yet I beg her each every day
For her love to still stay 

Well now its time for last sacrifice
A dose to Rival a Demons blight 
Lay out my arm and let it bleed.
pain and pleasure my last creed 
Final beat, breath, losing sight
Dear god please take my soul tonight

Dissapoitingly yours,
Joshua Clemons 2-3-17

Revison 1

A Touch of Heaven =Revision=

I spent some time in heaven
Oh the power it did behold
I awoke to find this world is hell
To the devil it was sold
Bartered cost of luxury
Just an eternal soul
Gladly marketed to the masses
Traded more than gold

I seek another voyage
Shelter from this infernal land
Just another dance or spin
Upon the clouds i’ll stand
The ferryman raised his toll
But no cost be too grand
Gladly give him all I have
Just to touch an angel’s hand

Come with me and I’ll show you
The beauty contained within
A shot from cupid’s arrow
And you’ll forget all past sin
Just one touch is all need
To hear heaven’s harps and violin
And search its perpetuous rooms
In hopes to find our creator within

Once you’ve felt that power
And Heard the music play
You look at the world below
And throw it all away
One more touch of heaven
An escape from worlds decay
Seeking the guarded secret
Of how to here forever stay
Josh Clemons 7-3-15 revised 2-5-16

-16

Temptation

I was offered sex with one of the hottest 21 year old big booty Latina girls I’ve ever seen in my life today. In exchange for that, I was supposed to advertise some kind of bathroom cleaner. Of course I declined because I am a person with high moral standards with a strong willpower. Just as strong as Ajax, the super strong bathroom cleaner. Now available with scented lemon or vanilla. Pick it up at an authorized area retailer near you!!!

Deep Thoughts

In a society immersed in “Reality TV”, Sex, Idol Worship, materialism, mindless consumption and Greed is it any wonder why nearly everyone I know is Fake, Sociopathic, Narcissistic, Self indulged acquaintances masquerading around as real friends????

Mental Break

 

Clarity reveals a truth once denied

Iam merely half the soul I once became

the years of sin i did  confide

have left me filled with deepest shame

 

Heaven seems closer than the man  I once was

Empty Eyes observe mirror light shimmer as I think

am i just this empty thrull living without a cause

or a lost soul about experiencing another mental break

Deep Thoughts.

another sleepless night spent wasting time reading the lives of others while I really have no control over my own life nor am I in the state of mind to figure out the point of my own nor others lives as we continue down the path of oblivion and ignorance being lead to the slaughter by the machine that continues to feed the true basis of our existence to consume, be lead, controlled, and fed the very things we later complain about yet do absolutely nothing of importance or effect to change the way of life of our global issues here on starship earth… ‪#‎deepthought‬‪#‎readintoit‬

New Catchline and Comic

The passenger

i thought i heard your voice

echo through the hall

i thought i caught a glimpse of you

dancing at the ball

i swore i smelled your scent

on the street late last night

i felt your calming touch

keeping me from that fight

i know your more than memory

but a guardian of mine

to you i give my thanks

and dedicate this rhyme

Joshua clemons 10-25-15

fleeting memory

it saddens me
that your becoming just a memory
sounds of  blissful laughter
echoed by a melancholic melody
to be able to find that alley
i would pay any bounty

ever so wore
still seeking love once more
grasping past remebrance
missing slight things long burnt away
like the smell of you after a long day
dont worry i’ll be ok

just dont let those memories fade into the veil
and remember that once your heart i sealed
now lets carry on
and wake to love another day
anew face, anew place, for both us i pray
that we once again find loves way

Joshua Clemons 9-12-15

A Lasting Memory

a moment forever caught in my mind
a cherised memory to stand the test of time

a glance my way for just a moment
a smile long with held dormant
A word, Dad!! which cured my ailment
a glow of energy, ever so vibrant
a sprint faster than the plane’s up high
A leap towards the clear blue sky
a hug to which we both embraced
a pause, affirmation i wont be erased
a sentence “I missed you DAD”
a emotion felt like one never had
a tear from the joy you bring
a kiss on cheek to long missing

a moment forever caught in my mind
a cherised memory to stand the test of time

Joshua Clemons 8-20-15 ©