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Mental Break

 

Clarity reveals a truth once denied

Iam merely half the soul I once became

the years of sin i did  confide

have left me filled with deepest shame

 

Heaven seems closer than the man  I once was

Empty Eyes observe mirror light shimmer as I think

am i just this empty thrull living without a cause

or a lost soul about experiencing another mental break

Ordo Ab Chao

News channels on repeat
fear and pathos presented
talk of a new war
the downing of the empire
he just sat and observed
serene and tranquil
as the world continued to burn

and he thought of the forest
how of fire that spread
hues of amber, orange and red
the animals scattered
the rabbit, deer, and birds
fearful and hopepless
ashen grey and black soon after
all seemed forlorn

that was when he was but a boy
innocnent and obtuse
But when he had grown
and was a man
Virtuous and enlightned
the forest was alive again
fruitful and aplenty
plants and animals multiplied.
diversity was abounding
for new plants and animals
now called the forest home

So he just sat and watched the chaos
while neighbor fought neighbor
as strong consumed the weak
then the bombs began to fall
He felt harmonious with the wisdom
That though it was engulfed in blaze
and mankind may entirely fall
The world would be born anew
purity and peace
He remembered what his father said
a lesson just now understood
From Chaos comes order.

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Chapters of Goodbye

Why can’t anyone see
Through this veil surrounding me
See the emptiness inside
through smiles behind I hide

Why is my reflection so blurred
The future hopelessly obscured
A time bomb to explode
can someone crack my code

The burden and dispair
Disappearing into thin air
Another chapter another goodbye
one more reason to cry

Bury it and silence all
When will I upon be called
My destiny can’t be this
a washout in failures abyss

Smash the mirror pieces fall
reflection shows a empty thrall
The dark sides  angered screams
Clawing at the glasses seams

release it all over
Freedoms once do over
to escape the chains
and heal the deep pains

A new path i seek to explore
Another lifetimes book full of lore
A new story to cast in dye
No more chapters of goodbyes

Joshau Clemons 10-31-15

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silence fall upon him after request
nothing more than what he’s came to expect
alone he sits with only the music as friend
knowing that soon his time would end

on the highway to hell and pressing the peddle.
seeing the limits of this souls mettle
will he crash and burn into oblivion
or finally cross the line of ascension

Joshua Clemosn 10-31-15

To all that played their part

Finally i gain insight
Under a hidden guise
Concentrate on the beginning
Knowledge will be a light

All the years i wondered
Living in the dark
Longing to have a connection

Your all just dissapoitments
Oil in the ocean of life
Untold lies and hidden strife

Joshua Clemons 10-26-15

Abandoned again

If I can only understand how we can say one thing and yet mean another. How we may feel one way today and the opposite tomorrow. Why do we have the events of yesteryear project our prediction of the future? Misconstrue observations that make no sense but give them distorted validity and false meanings in our lives. How does one turn away from the ones that try so hard to give a helping hand?  How does one issue ultimate judgments to and then obscene ridicule to the very same persons they state they love and care for? how do people let unwarranted jealousy justify incomprehensible life decisions? how can one point out the faults of another whilst disregarding their own, to the point of anger when approached with the facts of their own defects? why is it easy, if not occasionally enjoyable,  to destroy and tear apart that which one delicately builds up? Ultimately when shall the broken, the scared, the emotionally torn, the frail, and angry stand up and stop falling for and allowing EVOL in their lives when all they pursue, covet, and dream of is unconditional LOVE.

If I could gain the wisdom of why we as a society do this to ourselves, others, and this beloved planet; then I may finally rest.

Shadow in the night

I was here in the beginning
and I will exist through the end
I have gave you all worldy pleasures
masked in the filth of sin

I gave you a voice of justification
in times you seemed on edge
I pushed you in a chosen path
away from the righteous ledge

iam the ever pressing feelings 
you get throughout the day
I will watch you give him all
after you burn all love away

I have aided many artist
Like Hemingway and Edgar Allen Poe
I have taken over the actors 
performing your favorite shows

I am often asked who I am
and my purpose in this region
" I am the voice of many a evil
and my name is LEGION " 

Joshua Clemons 10/11/15