Failures Success

I am the veil forever torn
I comfort my many  Failures
diversity in adversity

i dont fear being an outcast
a vagabond aimlessly wondering
a mere shadow in a dimlit room
an echo in the deepest caverns.

I fear acceptance into the commune
Becoming a leader for the lost
Centerstage on the road to stardom
A defiant Voice left for Martyrdom

I fear Success

Joshua Clemons 1-30-16

 

To late

since he could remember

that very first memory

all he had ever wanted

ever dreamed about

was fading into the void

blackness all consuming

the shadow in an alley

then as it came to pass

existence fading in this realm

fear gripped his soul

and he shouted out

Lord where be thee light

Silence

 

Joshua Clemons 1-23-16

 

Consume

wrote this song 9-20-13 Has a Static X beat and voice

Consume 9-20-13 Joshua Clemons

Eat it all way for another high
Spend, eat, drive and leave it behind
break it all to try again
failures okay when you do it with friends

Chorus:
CONSUME
it all way
CONSUME
Its just another day
CONSUME
This fire inside should never end
CONSUME
Ethics are made to break and bend

Loves what this feeling gives
Its only your soul you rend
(whisper)Consume…
Buy a toy to watch it break
How can this all be a mistake

Chorus

AT all cost do what it takes
dont worry about seeming fake
The sheep all continue to follow the herd
What do you mean this is all absurd

Chorus

Ignore all guilt and continue to feed
The feeling inside is all you need
(whisper)Consume
Break away from the moral voice in your head
Mindless consumption is what you need instead

CONSUME

Mental Break

 

Clarity reveals a truth once denied

Iam merely half the soul I once became

the years of sin i did  confide

have left me filled with deepest shame

 

Heaven seems closer than the man  I once was

Empty Eyes observe mirror light shimmer as I think

am i just this empty thrull living without a cause

or a lost soul about experiencing another mental break

Deep Thoughts.

another sleepless night spent wasting time reading the lives of others while I really have no control over my own life nor am I in the state of mind to figure out the point of my own nor others lives as we continue down the path of oblivion and ignorance being lead to the slaughter by the machine that continues to feed the true basis of our existence to consume, be lead, controlled, and fed the very things we later complain about yet do absolutely nothing of importance or effect to change the way of life of our global issues here on starship earth… ‪#‎deepthought‬‪#‎readintoit‬

Sin

 

Puff the bubble again today
Fuck the pain all away
do what it takes to feel alive
after all its how I thrive

Lust, gluttony, and pride abound
Just attempt to blend with the crowd
consume it all till away it fades
After all its how Iam made

step on those in the way
laugh at those on knees to pray
take from the poor to feed your greed
after all I am formed of need

take one last hit, Feel free again
another dance, a twisted spin
when all is dead I will finally win
After all my name is sin

Joshua Clemons 1-3-16