Heavens Horizon

I’ve been wandering into heavens horizon

exiled from friend and family

on these streets I’m just barely surviving

crying out “Please don’t forget me”

These chains of misery are binding

to which I fear there is no key

So I keep numbing myself with all these poisons

trying to forget they all left me

 

J.S.Clemons

Letter to God

Dear God

 I wish u could just let me take back time
I would even give back this gift of rhyme
If only to have chance to turn away
 From that fucking needlepoint that day

A lil kiss a pinch and sting
 Ball and chain like a wedding ring
 See at first it was like pure love 
Nothing before took me to skies above 
We danced and partied all damn day 
nightime it was the same thing 

A covenant under black masse
 Rituals and enchantments she cast 
My temple decaying its walls collapsing 
Giving tithes for synthetic blessing
 And the cost went skyward each time
Till the barter became my own lifeline


bathed my holylight in carnal sin 
She separated family and friends
Convinced me I didn't need my job 
Motivations she slowly robbed 
Withered away and confused 
Left empty and burnt minds fuse 
And yet I beg her each every day
For her love to still stay 

Well now its time for last sacrifice
A dose to Rival a Demons blight 
Lay out my arm and let it bleed.
pain and pleasure my last creed 
Final beat, breath, losing sight
Dear god please take my soul tonight

Dissapoitingly yours,
Joshua Clemons 2-3-17

Revison 1

Away

Broken and torn
My spirit's worn
This battle lay siege
Gone the days of prestige
I Sacrificed time
To gain a lifeline
Bartered all away
To hear voice praise
A single touch
Did I ask to much
Is this not enough
This War is rough
Escape deaths grip
My scars become ripped
Blood did flow
My love you'll  know
Be Bathed in lust
A Rituals trust
One moment of sin
My Soul I spend
Collapsing light
Deaths a beautiful sight

Joshua Clemons 2-1-17

Sin

 

Puff the bubble again today
Fuck the pain all away
do what it takes to feel alive
after all its how I thrive

Lust, gluttony, and pride abound
Just attempt to blend with the crowd
consume it all till away it fades
After all its how Iam made

step on those in the way
laugh at those on knees to pray
take from the poor to feed your greed
after all I am formed of need

take one last hit, Feel free again
another dance, a twisted spin
when all is dead I will finally win
After all my name is sin

Joshua Clemons 1-3-16